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amanda yew
a.y.s.h@hotmail.com
Monday, May 08, 2006 @ 6:20 PM
::Hmmm::
alot of my pri skool fwenz r depressed rite now. yesh, i understand. its not easy, not being able to see ur fwenx or feelin as if u're driftin apart... its normal. & yes, i feel it too.
b4 i say anyth else, i juz wanted all of dem to noe tt no matter wat happens, we'll always be there 4 each other, mayb not physically, but we noe dey'll nv 4get us, rite? & we'll 4ever remain fwenz...
u guys mite be cursin & swearin ur lungs out sayin its unfair. y duzn any1 care. ive come to realise tt there was someone hu cared. & there'll always be. i noe alot of us may be v unhappi at hme. our parents or siblings. yes, fam probs. common, every fam bound to have it. trust me. dere is no fam without probs.
at hme, alot of my fwenx r v diff frm how dey r when we go out. yesh, & so m i. we, well, some of us, just dread to go hme. cuz their fam's at hme. & i noe we carn change a th, cuz ob, they r aft all the ones closest to us, no matter how much we deny tt fact.
i've heard abt this girl hu wanted to commit suicide. well, cuz of her fam. i dun noe her, but i reali wish to help her. she's the same age as me, i don't noe her name, all i noe is tt she wants to take away her own innocent life. & if she duz do it, she wont understand, she pain might end, but her parents' hearts will never be mended. & how abt all the fwenz tt cares 4 her? i wish she was readin this, & i hope it'l convince her to do the right thing...
if u tink life sucks, or life is hard. ask urself this "compared to wat?" think abt it. reali.. & to all my pri skool fwenz tt thinks no one cares, well, i care. & i'll always be there when u nid me...